After using dreaded Myspaz for a while and finding it's use more and more problematic. I've abandoned it and take refuge in less spotlight.
As always my life seems to get swept away by events and good times until the good times run dry and leave me rolling in the dirt of the bad times that follow.
All I can hope is that I dust myself down, pick myself up again and perhaps I can work things out with that lovely man of mine.. yes I still feel him to be my lovely man. Though at present whether or not he'd still enjoy me using the words mine can be debatable. But in my heart this is what still feels right. Though it doesn't change the problem we still face. Our distance. And how this is going to work. I know neither he or I are ready for this problem, because neither of us have the time or means to tackle this problem right now. But it does eat at us every now and again. And yes.. I am a cheerful person most of the time. But not so much when things in my life feel a little out of balance. Especially not on top of how low I end up feeling once he and I are apart. But he keeps telling me I'm the strong one in this relationship and I try to live up to that. I'm just not able to maintain being strong all the time. You know? Who can? Especially not when other things in your life demand that strength too.
After a breeze of listening to some of the screamiest music. I come full circle to a slow, calm song which in all honesty is how I feel.
Norah Jones - Come Away With Me
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies
I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you
And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me
Labels: bad times, good times, love
posted by Burcu Urundul @ 6:21 pm
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